Dread!

I am really not looking foward to tonight's weigh in! This week has been horrible we ate out way too many nights and thanks to a infection of some sorts under my arm I have not been able to work out. Oh and I am on antibiotics. So I am sure I havent lost anything and have probably gained :( Sometimes I feel like I am just wasting my time. I wish I could have it easier like some women. They just lose the weight without fail! But me no that doesnt happen! I know I didnt go over my weekly points yet I know I have probably gained. Something has to give!

My thoughts today

It seems that every night when I go to go to bed I have all these great things I should blog about. but then when I get up in the mornings I seem to forget them. Anyways, I have really been thinking about my weight loss and goals the past few days. I at times feel so overwhelmed with what I have to lose that I lose sight on what I need to do to acheive my goals. So I think that this week I am going to try and remember to just simply eat right and not make stupid choices. I know easier said than done. My goal is to by this time next year be at a healthy weight. That is a HUGE goal though and that is what I need to stop focusing on. I need to focus on 5 lbs at a time. I would said 10 but that seems like a ton too! That being said I do want to at least be at pre pregnancy weight (from Masen) by his first birthday. It is completly attainable I just have to kick my ass into gear!

Wow!

I have to admit I am shocked that i had a loss this week! Granted it was only a whopping 4 ounces! But hey I will take that over gaining any day! As I had previously stated I was going to try lowering my points some to see if that helped and I would love to say it did but this was actually the first week that I had used weekly points almost every day ! I know that I have got to try and remind myself why i am doing this and what motivated me to lose weight and to join WW when I did. So I may dedicate a post just to that when I get a chance(hopefully today!) Though I have busy weekend ahead of me so I may not get a chave to do that until sunday. Tonight I have to make my daughters Spongebob birthday cake and then of course her party is tomorrow.

Anyways, yesterday I had to take the kids with me to my weigh in because Roy had to work late and 2 hours away :( Thankfully it went better than expected though. :) On the way to the weigh in Addison proved that maybe she watches a little too much Dora the Explorer. This is her on the way there. " WHERE ARE WE GOING? TO THE WEIGH IN! WHERE ARE WE GOING? TO THE WEIGH IN! WHERE ARE WE GOING? TO THE WEIGH IN! YEAHHH!!!"

An with that I am out! :o)

Finally a update

I realize it has been some time since my last blog. I am really struggling with my weight. I keep bouncing back and forth with the same few pounds. The weekend is the worse time for me since we are usually not at home like we should be. So therefore I eat out more than I should. Usually during the week I do pretty good except for on Thursday nights after weigh in. I know I can do this I guess I just need to start over per se. I am also trying to lower my nursing points and see if that helps as well. Well until next time everyone be well!